Let’s be honest: I have a rape kink a mile wide. I like it when people pin me down and make me helpless. I like a hand around my throat when there’s a cock inside my pussy. I like to struggle solely so I can be overpowered.
Let’s be even more honest: I’m a desperate little slut who always wants to be fucked.
It makes rape play tricky. I say no to you, I push you away. Then you get your fingers on my clit and I melt into a puddle of yes yes yes. I want to play like you’re forcing me, but it’s hard to pretend when I want it so badly. I want to fight against you and have you pin me down; I want you to force yourself inside me; I want you to make me come when I’m trying desperately not to.
So how do you navigate rape play with a girl who always wants to be fucked?
We can make it a game. If you get your fingers inside me, I lose. I’ll squeeze my thighs tight together and you’ll try to pry them apart. You’ll pin me, force a leg between mine, and when I kick you away, you’ll grab my ankle. You’ll hold me wide open and vulnerable and you’ll suck on your fingers to get them wet, as though I’m not already dripping. I’ll try to squirm up the bed, but your hold on me is too strong and you push two fingers into me.
I lose.
Or you could fuck me like I want it. Get me wet, push into me while I moan and shudder around you. But don’t let me decide a single thing about what happens. Move me where you want me. Shove me facedown on the bed if you want and keep me there with a hand on my back. (make me stay when I push back against you; I’m going to fight just to make sure I can’t get away.) Come wherever you want—inside me, on my back, in my hair because you know I hate it. Use me like a little toy, only good for you to fuck however and whenever you want.
Or use your words. I might be digging my nails into the flesh of your ass to pull you deeper inside me, but make me feel filthy for it. Make me feel ashamed. “Are you this easy for everyone?” as you pull my hair and bite my neck. And “Good girls don’t get wet like this,” as you press your fingers into my pussy. And “You fucking whore, you’re so desperate, aren’t you?” as you hitch my legs around your waist and drive into me so hard and fast I can hardly stand it. When I come, I want to feel guilty.
See? There are ways of working around the fact that I’ll bend over and spread my legs for you whenever you want.
Pretty young girls who are damaged and have low self-esteem and who need to be used and abused to feel validated and stable and happy and who are obedient to a fault and need nice mean men to control them completely are an absolute treasure and should be treated like garbage and then cuddled and told how fucking pretty they are and that they’re good girls. Period.
That girl that served you your drink? That girl who diagnosed your illness? That girl who serviced your car? That girl who checked out your groceries? That girl that web cams? That girl who gave you a speeding ticket? That girl who cleaned your hotel room? That girl that graduated top of her class? That girl can do all those things and still need to be beaten, abused and degraded.
A guy I used to fuck sent me a video of me choking on his dick and me saying thank you, I don’t think I can post it but if you want it, message me and I’ll message back tomorrow
